The Montreal Police made me smile last night. I had three different encounters with three different employees from the Service de Police de Montreal. Nothing serious to be concerned about...so I wont elaborate. From the first call in, to the second call made to my house, to the police officer responding, I could not have asked for better service with respect and concern for my situation. This is community policing, their great concern for the community.
The police officer on the scene took his time to listen to my concerns, gave me sound advise and reflected on the laws. It is rare that I have to call 911 and I do prefer it that way. I have not interacted with many police officers except those that I know personally since Kelly-Anne was murdered.
Last evening's encounter reminded me of a time after Kelly-Anne passed that I could not look at a police car especially with flashing lights at night. I would panic and refrained from driving alone just to avoid police cars and their lights. Last night I realized that I can do that now. Through the years I have learned how to live my life as a normal human being without the stress that I
suffered in the earlier years. It is about coping, believing in myself and knowing how Kelly-Anne would want me to live my life. It is about learning to live without my daughter and slowly move away from the black cloud that identified me being different from other moms.
When people ask me how many children I have, my answer is that I have two daughters. My oldest lives in Heaven and my youngest lives out of town. It's the truth...as tragic and unfair as it is.
Life is changing, I am changing...maybe Paige has something to do with that...maybe she is giving me the opportunity to relive things in my life that I did with the girls when they were young.
Slowly, I will encounter situations that will allow me to see how I have changed. My life with God's help and a sweet dear angel is helping me change each day. I am stronger, more independent and happier now than I have been in years.
We never know that we will encounter in our lives...simply know that what ever it is, there is either a lesson to be learned or an experience that will change us forever....
Monday, February 20, 2017
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